When I was a child of seven my life wasn't particularly wonderful. But one day it was made quite wonderful. I cried myself to sleep and was awoken by an angel. He said to me "I am the Archangel Gabriel. I will always be with you, all through your life. Things may not always be nice for you. There will sometimes be pain. But I will always be there to protect you. No harm will ever come to you. Remember......I am always there beside you, watching over you". I sensed extreme joy and love and I KNEW.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

My latest Angel sighting- a silent chorus of angels

I recently relocated from a house to a high-rise apartment.
I was initially sceptical about the move as I have lived for the past 30 years in houses. To live in an apartment (condo), with no balcony, and neighbours either side and above and below was a bit of a sea change. Plus the place needed modernisation. I wasn't moving into a beautiful newbuild. I was going to have to totally renovate it and thus I would be living in builders' rubble for several weeks. Not a comforting prospect.

The compensatory factor, though, was the magnificent views across London (Big Ben, London Eye, Westminster Abbey, Crystal Palace, the new Wembley Arc). Best of all, I would be living next door to my son. Beautiful. :).......an absolute fluke how that came about. But of course, as in everything,...... 'meant to be'.

On my first night in the flat, I awoke in the early hours. There were no blinds, so there was light in the room, the lights of the city. But there was also another lumenescence. Right before my eyes, I'd say about a yard in front of my face, there hovered a host of angels - maybe seventeen of them, each about the size of a child's hand. I had a sense of them communicating with me. The nearest I can describe them to our human understanding is that they were like large white fluorescent moths or fairies. But I don't want to put them in the realm of fantasy as they were real. They were definitely there. I blinked and they were still there. They were welcoming me. I said 'Thank you' out loud to them, after which I blinked again and they were gone. But they had been there, floating, vibrating, for about 30 seconds.
The message they were giving me was that I had made the right move. They were welcoming me to my new home. I lay there thinking about them for some time. It was important for me to know that I was awake and not dreaming.

I did fall back to sleep and then another wonderful thing happened. Just after 6.00am, I was greeted by a most beautiful sunrise. I had no idea that I would be able to see the sunrise from my apartment. What a blessing. Later I would discover that the setting sun shone thru my bedroom windows. Who knew? xxx So I see beautiful sun rises and sunsets in my apartment. Gold.......:)

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View from my window, New Years Eve, 2006. That's Big Ben. How cool is that?

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I'm HAPPY - November 2006

IT'S OFFICIAL

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Guardian Angels and Dolphins

When the pupil is ready the teacher will arrive.

I was walking on the beach in Naples Florida. 6.30 am. Very sad. My then partner had decided I wasn't the one for him and was being pretty cruel to me. It was the new year and we'd gone on our last golfing holiday. He'd dumped me on xmas day, which was nice of him. I was hoping he didn't mean it. (He did). He allowed me on the pre-booked holiday, even though he didn't really want me along with him, and he made it plainly clear. I had a miserable time.
I couldn't sleep. Feeling distressed I went for a walk on the beach. About a hundred yards offshore I saw a fin, which I thought for a moment was a shark. (Hey........I'm a London girl...........we don't get to see too many sharks in the Thames).
It was gliding towards me.
I realised it was a dolphin.
It was by now about 100 feet offshore. I had learnt to call dolphins in the Red Sea a year before, when I summoned 17 dolphins to the boat I was on, by whistling out to an empty sea. They came in a school and frolicked in front of me.
I whistled this dolphin (thru my fingers), and it whistled back.
A lady walking down the beach strode quickly over to me and said she'd never witnessed a dolphin responding like that before with an identical whistle.
This for me was a Guardian Angel moment. I just felt absolutely engulphed in peace.
It was a message to me.
A connection from a higher source.

Interestingly this partner, let's call him 'N', after all the shit's name was Nick, lol, was totally obsessed with making money and worth sixteen million (GB pounds) on paper, when I met him. But he ended up penniless, I heard. Beware the Curse of Gilham...;)...(or the work of Gabriel.after all, money means nothing in the nonphysical world. It's immaterial. huh. ;)

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Yes........Guardian Angels brought me to this place

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That is ME in the BLIAR hat, standing next to Blair after he had just won (to our grief) another murderous term in office. I was a candidate, standing gainst him in his Sedgefield constituency
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  • I am there for a reason.
    Contrary to what you might believe, I'm NOT an exhibitionist. For me to wear that hat was quite difficult in a way.
    We were told to arrive at the Election 'count' at 10.00pm. Blair himself did not arrive until 1.15am. I didn't put the hat on until I heard that he was walking thru the door.
    I knew I had to wear it and somehow at some point stand slightly behind him so that I could be photographed by my agent's partner down in the audience.
    I did not and could not have manoevred myself into that position.
    IT HAPPENED. And it was meant to be.
    Because Bliar took no blairing notice of poor Reg Keys..the man on the podium in the pic, whose son had been slain by a mob in Iraq.
    And he took no blairing notice of the British public. In our millions we protested. And in our millions he ignored us.

    It was meant to be, that a woman stood next to him wearing a hat that screamed (B)LIAR, because each time in the future that the reign of 'President' Blair is recalled, when his autobiog is written and all reality airbrushed out, this picture will remain, of the stark reality of the times. Of the clownishness of Blair's behaviour that he thought he could fool us.
    Well........you can do it some of the time, but you can't fool all the people all the time.
    However, you CAN make a complete fool of yourself.
    And that's what Blair did.

    On my path to that platform, I learnt a lot in terms of poolitics, (yes) people and myself. I was thwarted often, but each time I felt like chucking it in, the sun came out on my experience.

    Perhaps my foray into politics has ended, but the struggle for a more harmonious world, will continue in whatever form I am driven.

    Thursday, May 26, 2005

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    Monday, May 23, 2005

    My second Guardian Angel moment

    I was walking my dog today and for no discernable reason I remembered something from way back. Now, I don't have photographic memory. What I am gifted with is Video Memory. I see things, not in single frames, but in moving moments. Very clearly. Fifty years ago, (I was 10), I was drowning. I'd gone under the water, and I knew I was drowning. That's what happens if you're a kid who can't swim properly and you're dog-paddling in a current stronger than you.
    My life was literally flashing before me, all in very sharp video. I was kind of resigned that this was it, and was sort of going with it. (hey - how going with the flow was that? :). Nobody was there to save me, and even that resentment subsided.
    I could hear children's squeals and adult voices, the sound of the seaside. But I was like a brick, a paralysed thing. I guess I gave it over to god at that moment.

    Suddenly a hand grabbed hold of me and hoisted me out of the water. I knew I was being saved - by a lady with short dark curly hair, whom I didn't know. Thank you I said as I coughed up the vile-tasting salty water. She smiled, 'that's alright love', in such a matter of fact way that I wondered if I had been drowning at all. I flipped over onto my back, looked up and she was gone. Vanished

    There was nobody nearer to me than a couple, about fifteen feet away, hand-holding, standing hip-high in the water, facing the shore with their backs to me. My situation had not alerted them. They were locked into their own world.
    I can remember thinking it couldn't have been them who saved me because they couldn't have waded over to that spot in time. There was nobody else nearby.
    Was she my Guardian Angel in earthly form? Or was it the kindness of strangers? Or both?
    I have only just realised how seminal that moment was in my life.
    (There's a merit to getting old(er) and having penny dropping moments)

    I guess I knew from very early on that I was here to crack this life on my own. But I would always be helped. To trust in the big plan.

    Sunday, May 15, 2005

    Archangel Gabriel..My first Guardian Angel

    When I was a child of seven my life wasn't particularly wonderful. But one day it was made wonderful.
    I cried myself to sleep and was awoken by an angel.
    He said to me "I am the Archangel Gabriel. I will always be with you, all through your life. Things may not always be nice for you. There will sometimes be pain. But I will always be there to protect you. No harm will ever come to you. Remember......I am always there beside you, watching over you".

    I sensed extreme joy and love and I KNEW.